Me

I'm not even going to bother wasting my time talking about how smart I am or if I'm the most beautiful person in the world. I'm just a weird chick making some blogs. it's funny because most people would assume I am insulting myself by calling myself weird and I find that extremely sad. Why would I waste my life trying to be some mundane person. Nahh I'll pass on that. Being weird is great; spontaneity is wonderful. I'm me.

How am I seen by my peers?
I do care how they see me to a certain extent, to be honest. Less than 2 years, then I'm out of school, yet the 10 year reunion is down the line and I'd rather someone not hate me for something I purposefully did to them. I keep getting side tracked so bear with me. My peers probably think I'm *undefined*. Honestly, I'm not the most attractive person out there and am probably low-key seen only as the girl that's funny, but I am okay with that. I still like myself. This really kills me, I laugh so hard at this- because of how I act some people think I'm some weird ass person who laughs at anything. I do laugh at a lot of stuff and  I am playful a lot, not even going to lie, but I am serious when time calls for it. Someone had the audacity to ask me if I laughed at someone who was seriously injured. Cmon now, I'm not some sociopath. This post doesn't even make sense, but whatever.

Anyway, back to my thoughts. I'm a fond believer in following your dreams, whether it be going to a certain college or going to the NBA or whatever. So many people go around just go around killing other people's dreams with their poisonous tongue . Damnit just cheer them on whether you believe in them or not, they could really use a boost. I also have a problem with people who take life too seriously. I don't want to be 80 years old and wish I spent more time having fun. Everything would still work out for the best, right? Live a little, and eat that dessert that you've been eyeing all day or go skydiving or go bungee jumping with your best friend. Live life with memories. You may die whenever but you are lucky when someone spreads the memory of you through the good times you've shared.